Thoughts From An Insomniac

And if you were by my side right now, what would you do?
What do you feel when you think about me?
I don't want anybody else. It has to be you.

Someone once told me: 


"Eliza, take all the time you need. Shit, its been two years since everything went crazy for me. It still hurts knowing I messed everything up. I can put up this front all I want, have all the fun I can. But when I hit that bed sometimes, it all comes back. And it sucks. Let's hope it doesn't damper who you are. Hopefully these negative feelings will subside, even if not completely."


I hope they do subside for the sake of my sanity. 


I feel like i've changed into a completely different person.

To... You

I need you to give the strength to me. A strength I need from you.
I am a mess, you see. I've lost the plot so bad.
I need you to drag me up and out of the darkest place.

Oh... Wow. I have internet back on my mobile.

Maybe I can blog something sometime.

Thumbs up.