Don't laugh because it's the Beach Boys.

Wouldn’t it be nice if we were older, then we wouldn’t have to wait so long. Wouldn’t it be nice to live together, in the kind of world where we belong.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing."

Only because you wouldn’t of understood even if you tried or only because I feel like I can’t trust you with how i’m feeling without another soul hearing about it. Only because I don’t feel like there's a need for anyone to know. Only because, you’re probably only curious and you don’t exactly care.

I can't wait...

...to wake up staring into your eyes, smiling with crazy butterflies fluttering in my tummy. To know we spent the night cuddling in bed, talking all throughout the night, with the occasional tickle attack and pillow fight - to the sweet talks and kisses. Just me and you. With nothing but each others company.

Today I am grateful for:

• Air Force One - Gary Oldman is one of my favourite actors, have I ever mentioned that? I mean did you SEE him in Air Force One? A thing of beauty. I haven’t got TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIME for this Mickey Mouse bullshit.

• Extra wicked hot and sour soup that knocked the would-be killer virus on its butt.

Fail.

I really failed at making these two kiss. Figures.

 I never draw a kiss. This is why.

No honks, knocks, or phone calls
Just TV, radio, and four walls.
No complaints or any conversation;
Instead more time for medication.

No smiles, no hugs, and no kisses;
That is something no one misses.
No bill, or letters, no junk mail -
So I'm better off; what the Hell.

No one comes over while I'm home;
I'm here with myself, all alone.
No appointment or anyone to meet
But I am a King on Lonely Street.

Lately i've been wondering...

Who i'm above and who i'm below. Curious to know because your actions seem to point in different directions. But i'm scared of the answer. I feel like so many are above me. I don't want to feel like i'm an option but I do.