I swear no matter what I fucking do, it's never good enough.

I do so fucking much. I give so fucking much. I am fucking fed up with having so much shit riding on my shoulders. No-one is there to help me out and give me a hand. But I am expected to carry all of the stress and other bullshit. But when I need help, no-one is there to back me up / help me out for a change. Everything is always on me. I can only take so much of this bullshit.