I'm pretty sure i'd be texting him again right now, for the fifth or sixth time, but I don't want to blow up his phone with my texts. I just really miss him. I've been missing him all week. I don't understand why i'm feeling this needy. Maybe because the time is getting closer and I really, really need him, more than anything i've ever needed in my life.

Usually I stop myself from being like this -- clingy, but I just can't stop it... I want him so bad. Though...I don't want him to think i'm one of those clingy girls that are around, because i'm not, at least I don't think I am.

I love him. We need to be together.