This is Ice, we gave him a home for a few days. :)

I'm pretty sure i'd be texting him again right now, for the fifth or sixth time, but I don't want to blow up his phone with my texts. I just really miss him. I've been missing him all week. I don't understand why i'm feeling this needy. Maybe because the time is getting closer and I really, really need him, more than anything i've ever needed in my life.

Usually I stop myself from being like this -- clingy, but I just can't stop it... I want him so bad. Though...I don't want him to think i'm one of those clingy girls that are around, because i'm not, at least I don't think I am.

I love him. We need to be together.

Best Quote of the Year

I realise we are only a few days into 2011, however, I do believe i’ve already heard the quote of the year. You be the judge:

“If porn has taught me anything, and I believe it has, it’s that old MILFs love anal.”

Beat that!

Favourite Yeah Yeah Yeahs song?

“Warrior” changed my life and made me comfortable being myself.
“Maps” has been there for me forever.
“Mystery Girl” has always been my party song.
“Cold Light” taught me how to rock a private concert in my shower.

Pierce The Veil - Caraphernelia

Sunshine, there ain't a thing that you can do that's gonna ruin my night (but there's just something about you).

This dizzy dreamer and her bleeding little blue boy, licking your fingers like you're done and, you decided there is so much more than me.

And baby honestly it's harder breathing next to you, I shake, I brought a gun in as the preacher tried to stop me, hold my heart it's beating for you anyway.

What if I can't forget you? I'll burn your name into my throat, i'll be the fire that will catch you. What's so good about picking up the pieces? None of the colours ever light up anymore in this hole.

Nobody prays for the heartless. Nobody gives another penny for the selfish, you're learning how to taste what you kill now.

Don't mind me, i'm just reaching for your necklace. Talkin' to my mama 'bout this little girl from Texas.

What if I can't forget you? I'll burn your name into my throat, i'll be the fire that will catch you.

What's so good about picking up the pieces? None of the colours ever light up anymore in this hole. Just give her back to me, you know I can't afford the medicine that feeds what I need.

So baby what if I can't forget you? (What if I can't forget you?) Am I invisible ink, like a shadow on the wall, just go, oh no. You can't just throw me away.

So what if I can't forget you? I'll burn your name into my throat. I'll be the fire that'll catch you. And what's so good about picking up the pieces? What if I don't even want to?

Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh. What if I can't forget you? I'll burn your name into my throat, i'll be the fire that'll catch you.

What's so good about picking up the pieces? None of the colours ever light up anymore in this hole.

Just give her back to me, you know I can't afford the medicine that feeds what I need. So baby what if I can't forget you (what if I can't forget you)?

What's so good about picking up the pieces? What's so good about? What's so good about? What's so good about picking up the pieces?

It’s Kind of A Funny Story

I didn’t want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that’s really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you’re so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.

A New Year

I'd wish everyone a happy new year but there's truly no such thing as a "happy" new year. It's just wishful thinking, isn't it? I mean, it's just impossible to go a whole year without anyone making you feel sad or upsetting you.

So, to all those who have had a not-so-great 2010, I hope you have a better year this year. Lord knows i'm hoping for a better year, and it will be better cause I get to be with my baby! Hope everyone survives 2011!