My day today:


Period: WAKE UP, ASSHOLE, YOU GOT CRAMPS.

Period: How bout an entire chocolate cake for breakfast?

Period: How's that back pain? Feeling better? Let's fix that.

Period: Find a cookie as big as a house and eat it.

Period: Where's your Tic Tac box filled with paracetamol?

Period: Got things to do? Don't care. Sleep.

Period: For dinner you're eating an entire 12 pack bag of crisps.

Period: Breeze blows by. Instantly horny.

Period: You didn't like those brand new pair of panties, right?

Period: Yell at a puppy.

Going to play the Tequila Truth Game with Rick. I just hope my heart holds out, piece of shit* that it is.

*I DON'T REALLY MEAN THAT, HEART. I <3 YOU. YOU'VE BEEN WORKING QUITE WELL THESE PAST TWO MONTHS, DON'T FUCK UP ON ME NOW.

This morning?

Our private words.

Eggs, coffee, toast, forgiveness.

Peace within chaos.

Currently at work, at my desk with a cup of tea and sore throat, checking up on personal things rather than number crunching the twenty ski-plans I have on my desk. I dislike numbers.

So anyway, I read this quote [see below] and I think it's beautiful (in a slightly morose kind of way).

"The push and pull of human interaction is never equal. When one person wants more than another is willing or able to give, hearts don’t break, they shred. A broken heart shatters into a million pieces and gets swept away never to be used again. A shredded heart continues to be used in all of its limited, tattered capacity; a remnant of its former usefulness and beauty."

Jack, you have a wonderful way with words.

Currently at Em's at the moment, thought i'd drop by hers for a cup of tea after work. Caught her at a good time actually, she was sorting through all her old music. And when I say 'old', i'm talking 90's. I love the fact that she has all the Savage Garden albums, and listening to the 1997 record brought back a lot of memories! Feeling very nostalgic at the moment. Might go rooting through her oldies to see what else she has. :)

Things I Love

Dancing with wild abandon with a group of girlfriends, a lover or by myself; the process of learning something new; lemon cupcakes; Jesse Lacey's voice, no matter the song; photo sun flares (these are magical to me, almost like i captured an otherwise invisible spirit); planning a trip; every single thing about autumn; Disney classics (espesh: Lady and The Tramp); stargazing; pancakes; riding the odd animal on the carousel...like the rooster or the ostrich or the giant goat; how walking in a bookstore or library makes me feel instantly smarter; thunderstorms; stories read aloud; my bed; ginger ale with crushed ice.